沈大王的人间纪实录

第58章 他不了解我,他只是自以为很了解我(1 / 1)

他不了解我,他只是自以为很了解我,我既敏感又自卑又骄傲,我怎会屈服于别人之下?我觉得这个世界上没有人是了解我的,我自己都不了解我自己,但我现在唯一能做的就是喜欢我自己,爱我自己,因为所有发生皆有利于我,我爱财神爷,财神爷从四面八方来源源不断来自从我买了这个粉色的外套以后,我感觉我整个人都都在发光,因为这个衣服是我喜欢的那种颜色,就是很粉很粉的那种颜色,而且是毛茸茸的,好像小猫咪身上的味道一样,我一穿上我就穿出去溜一圈,得瑟去了( ̄▽ ̄)我自以为的觉得自己很了解我自己,其实我也不了解我自己,我就是自以为的了解很了解自己,没有办法,这都是自恋人的特色还会以为旁边长得帅的人喜欢你,然后觉得他们都觉得你长的很漂亮,嗯,这就是自恋人的表现(~_~;)其实自信就是最好的自恋了,自己相信自己很漂亮,就是自恋自我,相信自我成长,自信永远是一位很常见的药,但是每个人对自信的定义又不一样,自信对于我而言就是一股强生针,生命的力量的起源就是自信,自己相信可以自己做到的事情,我自己买了嗯,买了白桦树汁,还买了还买了椰子水,都很好喝,果然是自己想喝的东西,自己买了喝了身体就好,大姨妈也来了,哈哈哈哈,身体健康,万事如意,自信的人生永远都是无可限量的,你想做的事情,勇敢的去做,一定可以做到的,但是你永远不要相信任何一个外人,除了你妈妈之外,其他的人都是坏人,有时候你就不要妈妈,也不要相信,知道吗?所有的雄性都是白痴,记住我的话,雄性是不可以相信的,你爸也不可以相信,没有一个人会无时无刻的想念你,爱你的,想念你,爱你的人,只有你自己(?????)你就是你自己的光,你在宇宙中发着光,你吸引的只有跟你一样能量的人都是可以发光的人,光就是热量可以带给别人爱和勇气,此刻都是我仿佛,很了解我自己,但这只是我自己的一部分,我是宇宙之光,我承认我就是宇宙中最闪亮的星星,从我小的时候我就决定我可以变身成为宇宙的拯救者,那是我小时候的梦想,我觉得我会咕噜咕噜魔法阵,我还会飞天少女猪的变身,哈哈哈(●°u°●) 」我不需要别人理解我,因为有时候我也不理解我自己,我只希望成为一道光,如果为什么我会活在这个世界上,因为我只是一阵风,我吹过就没有了,因为我真的只是一阵风,所有的幻想都只是一阵风,我根本就没来过这个世界,我从来都没有出现在这个世界上,这个世界上的一切都是幻觉,你对于我而言,也是一场幻觉,你对我说的所有的话,也是一场幻觉,只是你自编自导的一场戏,因为我根本就不存在,你至于我而言,只是一场谎言

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