我不知道大家是不是跟我一样,就是自从有了手机可以上网以后,晚上睡觉之前就放不下手机,就一直拿着手机玩,就是不睡觉,还是拿着手机玩,总感觉有什么事情没完成一样,一定要玩玩舒服了,玩累了才睡觉(-_-)zzz
今天的我过得挺幸福的,我吃了瑞鑫的咖啡巧克力摩卡,非常好喝,身上是冰的,但是我晚上放了很多屁,感觉就是不消化的感觉,我晚上应该少吃点或者不吃的,但是我还是忍不住吃了巧克力的卡摩卡,吃了我就卡了,我希望我今天能早点睡,但是我现在肚子有点撑,感觉还有点疼的感觉,可能是因为我吃太多了,晚上的时候还吃了一个嗯橘子,超级大的橘,橘橘子,晚上还吃了一个柠檬汁,酸酸甜酸甜的,不是特别的酸,但我现在是肚子有点难受,身上的大姨妈就一点一点的,不知道她什么时候好,我觉得应该她很快就会好,希望我自己身体健康,万事如意,发财好运被爱,希望大家都尽健康康的,明天的任务是不知道要不要去面试,但是我现在又不想上班,我觉得我不想上班了,那这两年以后我觉得我就不想上班了,因为我不想被别人控制,别人让我干嘛就干嘛,我不想当牛马,我的存款差不多可以维持十九二十年吧,但是这个时间段以后的话,我也正在想着自己能着干些什么事情,但具体能干些什么的话,我还是不太确定,我希望我的人生可以做一些有意义的事情,不一定是上班,因为上班太耗我的情绪了,我就感觉把我关起来了,我就很难受,我希望我可以想做什么就做什么,我希望我可以勇敢的表达我自己,我是有思想的,人类不是被关起来的牛马,我首先要是我自己才可以,是别人才可以帮助别人,我首先要得到爱,充满爱的我才可以阳光,才可以有爱,我爱我自己,我自己才可以表达爱有阳光,只要我所有我自己爱我自己的话,我就会很开心,我勇敢的表达爱自己,我勇敢的陪自己度过难过的日子,日子就会变得好过,所以我是在进步,我并不是在后退,躺平的日子也要看到自己所表达的感情里面的话,并不是说上班就是有意义的,有意义的事,你能勇敢的表达自己的感情,让自己的情绪发泄出来我,不要停留在那种不会表达的过程中你要把自己的心里话说出来,无论怎么样,你都要把自己的情绪表达出来,让自己感受到自己在进步,不能说每天都不说话,一定要把话说出来,说出来以后你自己可以总结出来,你说多了你就自己就知道自己需要什么东西了,你可以尝试很多不同的东西表达自己的感情,就就我的例子来说的话,就是我喜欢艺术类的工作嗯,比如现在写小说这种感觉就很舒服,我不喜不太喜欢动,当现在特别是冬天了,我更加不喜欢动了,我现在写的这个小说就是我自己的纪实的感觉,就是我想写什么就写什么的感觉,我只是想表达我自己现在的感受,我可以跟大家一起感受我自己的感受,我虽然不太清楚自己想写什么,但是我知道我要说出我的情绪,我我这些字我都是用这个语音识别说出来的,但是我觉得这样子的表达方式可以让我很开心,好像有很多人在听我说话一样,至少我可以把自己的情绪表达出来自己的想法,说出来这样就是比较好的,我是这样觉得的\^O^/
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